I came back wanting to talk to my mom about me leaving after the semester and finishing college down there. Then I decided
that i didn't want to do the semester. Now, i just want to go to Arizona. There is nothing here for me. Not anymore. I know
I'll be losing my best friend Ashley. I don't want to risk our friendship but that is what it has come down to. I don't know
who she is or who i am anymore. I know her pretty damn well to. For some reason, I just want to leave and never come back.
I think that's what the solution or result has come to.
Here's what I have to do for me to get "home":
- Talk to AZ store manager
- Talk to my store manager
- Get my permit
- Get my check from SMC
- Pack
- Leave
- Arrive
There you go...
I hate myself right now... does anyone even care?
