Okay so how do I put the last couple of weeks into a small paragraph... Well, let's try this...

I went to Chicago a couple weekends ago and was completely happy and in love and was ready for the new semester and was ready to take on work again. My dad told me two nights from when I came home that he was moving out. He already has an apartment. Now, apparently he has no intention on getting divorced. His reason of leaving is the same excuse you here in movies and other drama media. "I need sometime to find myself and where I am in life." This is a total bullshit reason to be leaving us. He wants my brother and I, however, to come and stay with him on the weekends. He says he wants to see me more than he does now. Well, the thing is... I work and go to school everyday. I work Monday, Wednesday, and/or Friday plus the weekends. I go to school ALL day on Tuesdays and Thursdays. What the hell am I supposed to do? He acts as if it's my fault or my mother's even that he don't see me or my brother. It is HIS own reason to work ALL the time and go to the shop or bar or wherever he wants to go. Like I said, TOTAL BS! That's the bad news. Oh and my hours are very short lately for when I work but I still get a paycheck with either 200 or 300 printed on it. Dennis has been working a lot since he got "home" too. But he's also been sick the last week. He's finally better though. Finally himself! WOO HOO! That's pretty much all bad. The good news is that my car is only 600 and my insurance is 650 a year! *BIG SMILE* I'm very very excited. I get it sometime between this weekend and next. But I have to go in and get a new permit since mine is both lost and expired. Good thing it's free! *big smile*... so... After I get my permit, then I will be able to drive my car. Then after I got the feel of the car, I can go up to Berrien Springs with my dad and get my license! *HUGE SMILE* Dennis is going to move here in April. We'll be getting his apartment and then prolly when the spring semester is over, then I will be moving in with him for the rest of time we are here in my town till we have the money to move and I grad this fall. WOO HOO! Okay well, I have to go get ready for work and I have to do something for my dad. He's givin' me 30 to do him a favor. I got 56 stolen yesterday when I went to take a piss *SAD FACE*... Okay well, I'm outy!

More soon...