My family is falling apart. I dont' know what I'm going to do knowing this. I want out of Niles not out of my family. If I leave right now, then I'm out of contact for awhile. I will have no phone or internet. I'm going to delete Dennis's numbers from the phones at homes for awhile and if I call then I do. I will stay in contact with Ashley and Heather and that will be about it. I don't have anyone else. I'm so sad. I almost dont' want to go but I have to or else I'll get sucked into staying here for longer. I dont' want things to come between my friends, family, or even Dennis.